"9 27 2020"

9

27

2020

Sunday morning

Message after message

Pastor after pastor

Verse by verse

Piece by piece

I see a clearer and

Clearer direction

Without my struggles

Without the pain

Without walking alone

I could never cry these tears

Without battling my demons

Without surrendering to God

Without believing in Jesus Christ

I wouldn’t be here

Zhu wouldn’t have existed

Zhushen killed himself

A long time ago

Someone I can’t hold on to anymore

I have to

Let go

He tried to be perfect

He tried to call for help

No one listened

Pushed to the edge

His screams were silent

Suffocating

Drowning in his own pain

He lost his voice

Depression

Suicide called his name

He picked up

Only to break up to many pieces

James 1:2-4

Zhu persevered

Zhushen’s legacy

Zhu preserves

Zhupoetry

Piece by piece

This is what I carry

This is Zhupoetry

This is my broken pieces

This is who you see daily

A imperfect human being

Carrying a perfectly imperfect human being

My name is Zhu

This is my poetry

This is poetry written with

A heart engraved with Z

This is God’s love which lives in me

Zhupoetry