Piece by piece
My heart fell apart
The broken pieces of me
I carry through my poetry
Poetry saved me
Piece by piece
Zhushen
I still think about you
I still cry for you
You said poetry saved you
But you’re dead
Why’d you have to leave
I can’t carry you anymore
Dead weight on my shoulders everyday
I’m only 5 foot 5
Built like a twig
Just a skinny dude
With no muscles
So why
Why do I still carry you
Physically
You make my heart break
Mentally
You make my mind hate
Emotionally
You built the walls of your own grave
Emotions
You let the demons control
Insecurity
You let yourself dwell in
Depression
You lived your life in
Suicidal thoughts
You let the demons in
A world of insecurities
His world full of hate
He could not live another day
He hated every piece of himself
Till he could not make it
He suicided
A walk down memory lane
This is the end
Thank you
Zhushen
I’m grateful for you
Grateful to have met you
It’s time to let you go though
You’re dragging me down
Goodbye
Zhushen
2020
The end
For zhushen
The beginning of someone new
The first chapter of Zhu
The weight of my past
Heavy
I won’t let who I was
Define who I am to be
That was the old me
This is Zhu
This is zhupoetry
2020 is the beginning of Zhu
2020 the best year for me
2020
A hyperbolic time chamber
More like the
Hyperbolic zhu chamber
I got to create the best version of me
Enough of Zhu talking
He talks too much
Here’s message from Z
Piece by piece
Poem by poem
Story by story
My walk in life
May not be like yours
My poems you might not be able to relate to
Emotions
We all feel the same though
This is how I know
I’m not alone
In times of suffering
This was something
Zhushen did not know
Zhupoetry is
Zhushen’s legacy
Zhu’s poetry
Z’s memories
I hope you feel zhushen’s pain
Zhushen’s story is hard to carry
Piece by piece
God’s love lives in me
Carrying every broken piece of me
Zhushen is whole again
A perfectly imperfect human being
Zhu is who I found that to be
With a heart engraved with Z
This is zhupoetry
Zhushen’s story
Piece by piece
