First impression of Zhu
Extroverted
Full of energy
Middle schooler
Middle school leader
Calvary Chapel South
TRIBE ministry
Just a kid with
No care for the world on fire
I be praying
Knowing God is always watching
Leaving the world’s pain up to him
I’ve been focusing on
Surrendering and serving
I worry about other kids sitting alone at CCS
Making sure they are not alone
Making sure the people around
Zhu
Are not feeling lonely
Extroverted
Energy draining
Energy wasting
Broken
Why?
Lost
Reflecting
Introverted
First impression of Zhushen
Quiet
Low energy
“Cool kid”
Big head
Bullied
8th grade
Daily
Told that
“You’re ugly”
Senior year
High school
Past close friend
Told me
“You don’t know how to talk to girls”
Insecurity
Insecure of who I showed myself to be
Focused on what people thought of me
Introverted
My mind wanders when we talk meaningless
Small talk
It’s hard for me to conversate in
I’m tired
Tired of putting up
Plastic
Plastic on my face
Fake smiles
While I’m depressed inside
I’m done wasting energy
On those who know me
But don’t respect me
You can’t say you know me and
Still not provide a love
On my rainiest days
The days I cry the hardest
The days I am discouraged
The days when the demons try to attack me
Trying to convince me to think
Suicidally
Introverted
I’m done being extra energetic
I’m done giving away a love
I can’t receive myself
I’m done giving away a love
That’s not easy for me to give
In the first place
Introverted
I’m a monster
From the jungle
Ain’t nobody know how to love me
I just need somebody
Somebody that just can’t stand
The fact that Zhu is feeling alone
Lonely
I need a love
More than just plastic surgeries
More of a unfailing love
More of a love like how
Jesus loves me
God
I’m waiting for you
I’m trying so hard to wait patiently
It feels like I have no home to go to
No one to sit down and talk to
My energy is unmatched
I need somebody
LORD
LORD
I pray you guide me
Guide me according to your will
Guide me to the art of letting go
In your name I pray
Amen
This is how I been feeling lately
This has been my prayer lately
This is a poem written from
A heart full of pain
This is how I been feeling lately
Lonely
I need somebody to tell me they love me
