I can’t love someone else
If I don’t love myself
Lived in depression,
Can’t rely on someone else
Fighting my own demons,
No one was going to help
Had to do it alone
Knowing I’m never alone
Got friends to call
They keep me company
We all alone
But we call each other family
It is what it is
That’s how I live my life
Minimal regrets
I move past what’s behind
Made mistakes
Fell in love when I knew I wasn’t ready
Treated her like my sunshine to my darkness
But I realized
Love is not broken hearts and empty stories
Love is not one hug and one group of friends
Love is someone you never let go
Love is imperfections
Made into perfect little connections
Is there someone for me to love?
Not sure where to start
The physicallities
Or the personality
Not sure how to love,
I keep running from love
I can’t find someone to love
If I don’t love myself
I can’t love someone else
If I’m so scared of love
I need to fix this self
Zhu,
Just be yourself
There is no perfect world
No perfect self
No perfect love
Stop trying to find
A perfect time
If you keep trying to find a perfect you,
You’ll run out of time
If it’s not Zhu,
Then who?
Believe in you,
Dude
