Scared to fall
Scared to take risks
Scared of risking it all
Knowing I always give it my all,
Knowing I’ll lose everything and more
Chasing a love that was never meant to be
I’ll never know if it was meant for me if I never try and see
Scared to love
People scare me
Drowning in a sea of thoughts,
People be looking fishy
A battle of my thoughts
Stuck in my head
It’s time I take a step outside
Take a breather
Take a break
Clear my mind
Enough of thinking my room was meant to be a place for me to stay
The same room I been living in my whole life
The same room I locked myself in
The same room with all the could of’s and never did’s
Have to let go of who I thought I needed to be
I know I lost opportunities to perfect moments
Kept chasing perfection
Perfectionism never escapes me
Suffocated me for so long
It’s time I learn to enjoy the journey
Brought out the worse to accept the best
Never would want it differently
Every story has two sides if you see it clearly
Broken lens and broken people
Never match up perfectly
Conflict and arguments
Lead to bonding and understanding
Scared to love
People scare me
Cold cold world
Not sure where I can find someone who can handle the worse of me
Never confident in taking care of someone else
All I ever did was let myself down
Not sure of myself for so long
Struggled to see the key to me
Self-love
I’m working on it
A work in progress
I never understood
Scared to love
Is love something I’ll ever understand?
Scared to love
But I know will hold her dearly
Scared of love
I am never sure when I’ll be ready
Scared to love
Have to learn how to risk it all
Take a chance
Build some memories
