Looking back at the things I been through
The pain I walked through
The brokenness I went through
Everything just seems like a blur
Now,
All I can say is that
I’m grateful
I’m grateful I chose to walk into those uncomfortable situations
I’m grateful for everyone I got to interact with in high school
I’m grateful that there were people who believed in me
During my rock bottom
During the tennis situation in high school
From that moment on,
I got into therapy and life changed drastically
Didn’t happen instantly but eventually
I got here because of therapy
Because I opened myself to something new
Something uncomfortable that I did not like to do
It’s still unreal to me how it all unfolded
But all I know now is
How real the support was and
Still is to this day
Feels like I’ve been moving so far ahead of myself
I’ve gotten so far away from the pain
Grown so much from of who I was before
It’s been so different since I started being more positive with myself
Now all I know is dialing in and
Focusing up on what’s important to me
Doing the best I can
To be the best version of me
Looking back at the things I been through
It’s good to remember
All the pain I walked through
All the brokenness I went through
All to remember
Life is never over
Till you let go and call it over
Life has been an amazing journey already and I will keep
Looking back to keep moving forward
