A dream to chase
A road to walk
Society surrounded me
With a whole lot of pain
Why
Why do I always feel like this inside
I do not want to live
But I do not want to die
Suicide in my head
I was scared
I wiped my tears
It became clear
I needed another year
No more fears
Now I am here
Here to shine
Here to breathe another day
To live another year
To look up to something new
To show the world
I am Zhu
Committed to the fall
I lost the H and the U
Left with Z
Realized it was
Me
Learning the climb
Zhu is on the grind
Z has the world in his eyes
Big dreams to live
Broad views for society to be positive
I had to be at my lowest
To reach for the highest
Had to fall the hardest
Just to learn this process
Climbing to the top
I’m striving to be the greatest
See me around
People call me
Zhu
For me
I saw myself as
Z
Found myself with two different identities
This is who I found Zhu to be
