Since the day you started a new chapter within me
A rainbow would always appear in the sky
Because whenever I looked up
I saw you in the reflection
It would rain darkness
But the sun always bloomed brighter
But when it was the next chapter
I realized
It would only rain darkness
I realized
The next chapter was without you
I lost you
I lost my smile
I lost my happiness
I lost my everything
The chapter with me and you
Was burned
Everything was burned
Everyday
I’ll be living in darkness
Within my rib cage
Trying to find my heart
The other half of me
Lost within myself
Shattered by your game
Broken by your hand
Bleeding the hate within me
Because the love for you is still chained inside of me
Still so dark
Still trying to cry a new view
I just don’t know what to do
I don’t wanna believe it was a game
I just want you back
I can’t stop the bleeding of the pain
I just wanna know the truth
I thought you would be a gain
I just want to hold you
Instead you became my rain
I just don’t want to see you
I just don’t know anymore
Sometimes I just want the truth
I never understood why you left me
I don’t even know if I did anything wrong
Left with these memories
You got my head bleeding
Heart aching
And whenever I look back
I could never hate you
For stabbing me
I could only love you
Tell you I needed you
And always want you
Knowing you’ll never come back to me
I’ve been told to move on
But how is that possible
When I’m still in the year of 2016
The day you told me
You wanted to take memory photos
But then you disappeared
Without leaving me on seen
Like you would always do
Now when I do look back
I could only thank you
For all the things you’ve taught me
I hope you’re happy now
And you’re doing well
Because I’m still bleeding
Still waiting for you to come back
These are my last words
For the one I hope I can stop loving
But I don’t think
I’ll forget you
Because I really loved you
And you just left me
Thank you though
For this is my formal
Good bye
I never got to inform you
These are my last words
I never got to say to you
