I thought I was distanced enough
To never feel that same pain again
Six years later
I felt it again
The same pain
In a different way
I thought letting go was leaving everything behind
I was wrong
Letting go is step one to accepting how to move on
Your past will never leave you
I feel like I knew this
But it’s new to me every time
Living through different stages of life
Old lessons become new ones
Never thought I would listen to my 2018 songs again
Crying
Thinking the same thing
It’s my fault
Everything is my fault
Juice WRLD reminded me
“There's times when I feel alone”
NF reminded me
“That’s just my life, my life”
I guess the past will always find a way to the present
I can’t bury who I was
I need to be who I am
The same person
In a better place
Being present
Being me
